My entire morning, continued a 7? year tradition, helped my momma, discovered co-workers from a decade ago still remember/appreciate me and I’m going to eat pancakes for dinner just because.
What’s right with YOU today?
Sharing, kind gestures, recognizing and shutting down insecurities, avocado chicken alfredo pasta, swapping stories and lady sleepovers on work nights just because.
What do YOU love today?
I’ve occasionally mentioned my brother. He has been riding that grief train pretty hardcore since his daughter died back in 2014. He won’t get off and he won’t admit that his refusal to deal with it has created an opportunity for depression and addiction to slide on in and take up permanent residence. He drinks, he smokes, he gambles, he pops pills, he lost his job from a dui, he smashed his truck driving in a blackout state totaling it, he trashes our mother’s house, he rarely showers and apparently now can’t be bothered to walk the 20ft over to the bathroom so he pees in empty plastic bottles which he then leaves sitting around. Yeah this is all pretty standard behavior right? He’ll keep telling you he doesn’t have a problem. I wish that there was a way to force him into treatment. Right now I feel like I don’t have a brother anymore, just a guy who looks like an unhealthy version of someone who was my brother.
He won’t change until he wants to change and he doesn’t want to change. I feel bad for my mom who won’t kick him out.
Depression alone is a terrible thing to live with, depression coupled with addiction…I hope I never have to experience that first hand, it’s hard enough just to watch him take the slow path of suicide he’s on.
Wish there was an easy solution to this.